A Scrape from a book

"Why is that past can always get into our present but we can never get into it. As an adult man he had never expected such failures and reversion in life. Are expectations merely a part of one's imagination?, or did he lake the courage to carry on?. Like everyone else he also had plans for the future and big ones but what has life really brought to him now?. A man sitting on a chair trying hard to finish his breakfast, while a piece of paper has brought out the bitter part of him in a more palatable manner than a cup of Darjeeling. And what he really has for himself is "good food three times a day and an adequate or rather an affordable place to live"  and also that "he has no right to object on whatsoever" because every mediocre person ends up, unconsciously believing and tied up to a transitional truth that you cant change the way things go if they have changed you. But no one ever tries to examine that invisible rope which might have hundreds of turns around you,tied up through the time, but actually is so frail. Every step he had taken in the past has brought him nothing, absolutely nothing. what he really has to accept right now is the act of abandoning his will, and have the punishment of this crime against his life."